They say fuck so many fucking times. It's weird watching a part before the end, but I've seen the end so there's no point hmm...
Yawn again, I had a dream about Oloap. I made a valentine card and Garrett said I should send it to him when I woke up I felt good but when I was writing the previous pages' song [ommitted for horrible poetry] I remembered it was only a dream. I almost started crying. God I am so lame sometimes.
I know he loves Kylie, maybe not love, likes, but it doesn't matter even if we went out next year it'd only be for a year and then he'd go to Woodside (probably where Kylie's going) and they'd really fall in love.
Arrghh! Makes me feel so worthless! I wanna ride a train, write another song
Weird, I just licked the page over there and it didn't taste weird, I was half hoping it would be toxic & make me sick so I would go to the hospital & I'd have to call Ida & tell her what happened. The next time she talked to Anno she'd tell her. Then when Oloap answered my email and didn't get a response he'd be on IM and ask Anno about me, she'd tell him I was in the hospital and he'd come by to say hello. I'd be asleep in a bed and he'd see my
I am so sorry for myself, I really need to get out! That's it I'm going for a smoothie. Hope Oloap's at Jamba. No! nevermind. bye
So he wasn't, but now there's a freaky lady taking pics of the place & mumbling to herself. Yay! She's gone! Maybe she read my mind.
I hope my bike doesn't get stolen. Unlikely cuz I'm 15ft away from it, but possible. I'm secretly hoping someone tries to and I'll be able to kick some butt! (ya 2 t's!)
Wow. I just started thinking about "Freaky Friday" & how the mom & daughter are so seperated...
NOT ME! Though I haven't hugged my mom in like 3 days (she was sick) so I shouldn't really be talking...
Anyway, I started thinking about it cuz I said I was "secretly thinking" but then I thought not so secret if I wrote it down. Then I thought that thought was soooo cheese balls! Or maybe cheese wizz. lol, wow!
I think I'm my own best gal pal!
These funky middle aged ladies were walking by and they were coming to the end of a convo right next to me but then totally started another one just so they could walk past me, talk about prejudice!
Bike's not gone yet... Speaking of prejudice, I can't believe the convo my dad and I had! I know M.A. doesn't find midgets attractive, but I didn't think she found them creepy!
Well she does! weird. Anyway, I found out my dad is prejudice against bikers. hmm... the only like TV shows that had bikers showed them as misunderstood. Maybe that means TV is run by bikers! lol
Bike's not gone, but a quarter of my Jamba is... getting full but hey, I didn't pay! It was a b-day gift from Ida (Tyler now) which brings me to the fact I need to call her. And Em cuz I want to go to the rink with her this Friday. So I need to call mom first and ask. First call mom. Next Thursday is mom's night so I'll kill two birds with one stone. ...
I'm at the park now. Everything's so old. The trees I'd expect but come on! The whole thing's surrounded by old cars and the other kind of old fart is combing the scenery as well, the only things not past 60 are the park benches (benches mind you not seats), a middle aged prostitute in an old car, surrounded by old Mexicans, and a dog that has to be at least 49 in dog years! On another notw, I think I'm gonna call Oloap and say he has a secret admirer, not that I'm the SA, but that someone is.
I just hope he doesn't think my weird voice is an 8th grader's. I gotta go, the hooker is looking at me weird.
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